I like my friend!! help!

[m203]

im at a crossroad now, idno if i can carry on being "just friends" its makin me depressd! and its jst plain old shit to be soo close to someone but at the same time being million of miles away. i truly love her but its makin me feel like shit. i recently told her that i need to back up abit because im afraid to be her friend because im always going to want more, i also said i needed to sort my emotions and feelings out. and yes that means i havnt spoke to her and have been ignoring her in a sense. iv been doing this for about a day or two and she wasnt happy and said she said she donest like not talking to me.
my problem now lies that i dont want to loose her because i love her so much and i still kinda believe that maybe one day we might just happen, but thats just my false hope. if i carry on being just frineds what if she was to get a bf or make out with sum1 else, i will probably die, and just doing what im doing now is jst hurting me. i know ignoring her is abit pathetic but i dno what i should do. should i just keep being friends with someone i love? is that even possible?

[Dead Tired]

Now how does that saying go, being apart makes the heart grow fonder!? Maybe that's what you need to do if she says she only wants to be "friends." My ex did that to me at the end before and after she got married. Why if someone loves the other and rejects them like that is a shitty thing to do, espeically after knowing each other for so long. Greatly depends if you truely believe she will ever fall in love with you. Might just take time. If the answer happens to be no, then move on. It'll take time, but better then being left a heartbroken mess by something that never was. Staying away from her could be your best way of finding out how she truely feels about you like I said. Should could be just using you for emotional support while cavorting with some other guy. Sorry if that hurts you in any way. I'm just saying. Do what you think is best for yourself.

[thisisit?]

I would like to say stick with your friend but that's a really painful situation. For the sake of your own heart I'd say take a bit of a break from her. Not permanently but sometimes you can't get your head together if you don't get a break away.